Today when I step into the ward.
Saw you.
My tears start to roll down.
Seeing you suffering and yet cant do anything.
Make me feel like living hell.
You said you are fine.
But I know you are lying.
You do not want me to worry.
But how do I not worry?
Most disheartening when I saw your blood being drawn.
You are scare of needles.
But yet suffer in silence.
Every time you cried.
Saying you are in pain.
My heart turn sour.

I pray hard to god.
Wanting you to recover fully.
I do not mind if god exchange my lifetime for your recovery.
As long you are fine and healthy and not suffering anymore.
I will not mind if my life get shorten.
As long you are fine!

Love ya lots!